Precious Scarlet

2011-01-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

Fuhhh! this blog sure is rusty!

Lots of things happened. O_O Orchestra concert, strings concert and Spent time with sayang during countdown, our 15 monthsary was filled with arguements ): it really upsets me, but in the end we appologise and dont take things to heart.

2010-11-06T17:10:00.001+08:00

Sad isnt it. I will be that pretty girl. I will be the girl that you won't regret having.

2010-10-10T18:57:00.001+08:00

10/10/10 (:

A special day for us... Happy 1 year anniversary baby (: I love you always (((: he is the man who always makes my day brighter.

2010-10-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

Loving my life so far (:

2010-09-12T15:47:00.001+08:00

Days pass by, i hope our relationship will still continue. InsyaAllah (:

2010-08-25T19:39:00.002+08:00

Good Bye Long straight hair, and welcome back my old short natural curly hair O_O

At times u hurt me with your words, but

i just told myself that you didn't mean it.

And everything will be fine ):

2 days without love

2010-08-15T16:34:00.001+08:00

Well, for two days I was unable to contact smelly... Kept staring at my Phone and my itouch hoping miracles will happened and I will have Internet connection in Malaysia.. Super retarded.. But was feeling really glad when I reach Singapore and the first thing I did was to SMS him though I know he is such a sleepy head and won't be awake at that kind of timing. Roflol. Oh well, smelly is so so stressed with his report.. Just hope he can complete it asap ):

2010-08-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

Look FORWARD and NEVER look back. (:

A new beginning, a new start for us. Promises are not meant to be broken. And you managed to prove me wrong. But now, keep tat promise forever. (:

2010-07-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

I decided to retrieve back this blog. and undelete it. but trust me, this will just be one rusty blog cause i have my personal blog to update. =/

glad to have you

2010-07-06T02:22:00.001+08:00

When I was all sad. When I gave up everything cause I no longer have the strength to fight on and try again. When I just wanna shut myself from the world. When I lost my purpose in life. When I overwhelmed with sadness. You were there for me. Cheering me up. Telling me that everything will be fine. Giving me back the faith that I once used to have it. Giving me motivation and push me hard and gain back all my courage. You just showered me with care and concern. Thank you. Thank you for always being there for me bestfriend when I am my most down moment for the past few days. Thanks for SMSing me and telling me to smile and not to worry so much. Thanks for those thoughtful thoughts (: cause being there for me is the best thing that you have always done for me. And trust me, I will be there for you always. Cause our friendship means a lot to me. You're the guy who leaves the greatest impact in my life. (:

2010-07-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

I don't see any opportunities left and neither do i see any sunshine. My life stinks. fml.

2010-07-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

It's silly how I used to be really upset about it and will cry myself to sleep and told myself that tomorrow will be a better day. I did that every single day to the extend that I just give up on every single things. Take things slow and just accept it anyway. I do cry myself to sleep occasionally but I guess this time round I am really much more stronger. I got to say strong cause it's the only solution left. I was rather disappointed by the fact that what I want, didn't occur today. However, I told myself that this is nothing. I've been much much much more disappointed before, thus this thing that happened today shall not ruin my mood. I gotta stay crazy and strong. I must.

2010-07-03T11:00:00.005+08:00

Had lots of fun taking pics and laugh non-stop yesterday. We took like "1001" pics, laugh and giggles the whole day! :DDD AWESOME. I laugh so much and so hard that my stomach hurt so much from all those laughing :DD A great day to end the weekdays! :DD

2010-07-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

FML, didn't know a cut can be so painful. Now i regret. -.-
Blood dripping and now my plaster is totally covered in blood. Urgh.

Oh my

2010-07-01T16:19:00.004+08:00

Today i am surprisingly shagged. Super tired. Lesson starts at 9am and after showing our proposal we can go home :DDD Well, its a good thing cos i think i am dying to take a nap/sleep/eat. HAHAHA! So i reach home and mum said she didn't cook O_O so i went to play geo-defence and then i sleep like an elephant from 12 to 4pm :DDD happy happy :DDD And i am still hungry now cos mum haven't cook -.-

ACG and GD proposal are accepted! HAPPY HAPPY! Entrepreneurship is over :DDD MORE HAPPY! POGD is over too! MORE HAPPY! And ofcos, there is NO such thing as I-AM-FREE-FROM-ASSIGNMENTS-YAY! because i have programming physics assignments to do.

So its another round of doing proposal and coding out again. I don't like this ): I think i am going all cuckoo with the never ending flow of assignments coming in my way. Oh my. ): I am excited to do my ACG! I hope it turn out well. Cause i don't think that its that hard to code it out, but oh well, i will never know till i code everything out. HAHAH! But i have to put MGP as a priority now. Do all the coding and submit it (: I don't wanna pull sue lee's mark down. So i should stop procrastinating. =/ And i will meet sue lee on Monday and chiong MGP :DD

random

2010-06-30T23:31:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like doing any of my assignments anymore. =X It is just far wayyyy too much ): I decided to stop saying blbllblblbl because its annoying. ): Though i enjoy doing it, i think its time to grow up and stop making that awful, annoying noise. HAHAHAH! I can't assure u that i will stop blblblblblblbl straight away, but i will try.

I blblblblb to Ms Tan and Mr Reghu, and i find myself, look rather stupid and annoying, thus i decided to stop. LOL!

other than that, blbllb, everything is a okay. :DDD

Apologizing: does not always mean you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means you value your relationship more than your ego.

and tats why u are the least egoist person (: i love you bushuk

BLBLBLB

2010-06-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

Each time i saw Wan chat with me, i wish it will be you. But 90% of the time i am wrong. =O argh, lately i am having awful stomach pain. fml luh.

Lately, i've been reading up about depression. Well, its just a sudden thing that i wish to do research on. Got nothing to do with my projects or wadsoever but somehow, this topic is rather interesting.

Signs and symptoms of depression:

Sadness or hopelessness
Irritability, anger, or hostility
Tearfulness or frequent crying
Withdrawal from friends and family
Loss of interest in activities
Changes in eating and sleeping habits
Restlessness and agitation
Feelings of worthlessness and guilt
Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
Fatigue or lack of energy
Difficulty concentrating
Thoughts of death or suicide

Unexplained aches and pains – Depressed teens frequently complain about physical ailments such as headaches or stomachaches. If a thorough physical exam does not reveal a medical cause, these aches and pains may indicate depression

Well, seriously the unexplained aches and pains somewhat makes me think whether i have depression or not. Cause i always complained about stomachaches and headaches. And last week someone ask me whether i have depression cause almost everything in the list was positive. I was having stomachache, headache, and blblbllblblbb and more. FML! I don't think i have depression. Its just that i blblbbllblblb alot. HarrgghHhh! hahaha :D

and at my most busiest period, i feel like going swimming, library, bugis-ing, sentosa-ing and more. And i wanna watch the upcoming movie, which i have no idea wad movie! i just wanna go and watch any movie. Hhaarrrgghhhh! hahahahah :DDD

(: wise words from J

2010-06-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

Sadness flies away on the wings of time. - Jean de La Fontaine

J says:
He who binds himself to a joy
Does the winged life destroy;
But he who kisses the joy as it flies
Lives in eternity's sunrise
cheers

J says:
hahas
moral of poem: dun bother chasing sometimes. just sit back and relax. o_o

(:

2010-06-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

Things will NEVER change.

I have the best family, the best group of friends and the best boy (:

I hope it will never change.

Well, i accidentally deleted my blog, thus this is the new one. Wanted to delete my super old private blog but ended up delete my omenoflove. Then i went to a panic mode and i am so glad i managed to restore it. But before knowing that i can restore, i went and create this blog -.- retarded much. Hahahaha! but oh well. :D